last thoughts

 

and so before i fall asleep

do i close my eyes

and dedicate myself to you

that as i simulate my death in sleep

truly denying truly dying

to my self-seeking centeredness

i commend my whole being

into your hands

into the hands that made it

trusting you

in my complete unconsciousness

to make me one with you

as i fully rest in you –

 

with only this last thought

this fervent prayer

before i give myself to you

that when i awake again

the first thing i wake up to again

be you waking me up again

to full awareness

of you

 

from surrender verses/states verses 120504
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